Almost 19 unmotivated . . . help?

The best thing for you to do kid, is join the Marines, I went in a 17 years old and the Marines, gave me motovation, they told us recuits to get off our A** be proud and make something out of ourselves. After graduating from Marine Corp Boot Camp, I had all the motovation and pride, I was proud to be a Marine. I walked around for over 48 years, with a image of a ghost behind me with his foot up my rear. Talk about a positive attitude now... I have motovation where I can do anything. I am retired, now got my house paid for, became a Real Estate Agent, also ran for union rep. 3 times. And will soon run for city council.... A winner indeed....